Do you ever feel like your life is going nowhere, you are just going through the motions not really caring about the outcome good or bad? Then you accidently get pregnant and your life is changed forever.
I know this isn't everyones story..or the desired story, but it is more common than people think. It is my story, and I wouldn't change it for the world. I truely believe this was God's plan.
Six years ago yesterday the most beautiful boy in the world was cradled in my arms. I was scared, naive, unconfident in my abilities, and at the same time filled with the most joy and wonder a person could feel. So I was pretty well confused.
I won't go too much into the backstory but I knew that I would be doing the single parent route by choice and thank god a willingness to not want to be a part. I so much preferred this to the other scenario. I have to give mad praise to my mom for all the help and support and many phone calls asking, "He's doing this, what does that mean?"
And of course to James who came into our lives when BLaze was two and became the father that God always had in mind for Blaze.
My "I will always be your first baby" has been such a building block for what my life is today. He caused changes in me that needed to happen and has made my life better than I ever thought I deserved.
Anyways, here's to celebrating Blaze today. Happy Birthday little, not so little man.
I looked for some old pictures for reference, but a lot of my really good ones are framed and bigger sizes...I don't know where my 4x6's are :( Here a few random snapshots I have available though. Forgive the non skills and scanning ;) Picture Overload warning!!
Just a few days old:
And forgive my boobage here lol.
A little bit older
My first shot with my dslr...and kit lens none the less.
Less than a year ago but he still looks so different to me:
And my little dude now:
Wow these picture have me seriously going down memory lane. Everybody should have a child, they are so beautiful.
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